Listening to: unbuffered videos
Every time I start a drawing/painting, I end up becoming intensely stressed nd conflicted because, obviously, I can do it in any amazing style I want. But, like, it's soul-crushing, the enormity of freedom. Sometimes, I don't even want to do art anymore. My mindset is definitely the kind that is pained by the freedom of art (especially digital art,) and it's never really gone away. Very occasionally, it does, and I'm left with a drawing that I'm all sorts of satisfied with. But, until this is cleared up, I'm sticking with my scratchy sketchbook doodles to keep me happy.
Ugh and I'm always so attracted to Bobby Fasel, PegiBruno, kamui, veramundis, phation, goatpox, aledles, Adam Wan, PAEXIE, SLEET-- UGH what do-- SLUNCHY, PERITIAN, 40OZ